it is ahard feeling when u hurt a girl espacially when she be u (jojo) i am sorry all the time

i never forgive myself

i did not mean what u get

please forgive me

i am so so so so sorry

that day may be strange , may be coz i fix my relation with a friend of mine

but something strange happened that my x-girl friend send me a message saying that she remember me

but the strandest was that my sister told me that x-girl friend will ask for me

but all thing inside me still confuse

i hope i recover from all of that

different moment to me

i saw today me xx- girlfriend(before before) and it was a different moment to me coz nowdays i am broken up with my x- girlfriend(before) so i was thinking what happened and compare the two moments of break up

at end i found a big thing and that was i used to be hurt and that thing become easier than before

i think my heart become like iron

useing to be beaten

but all i have to do is to keep going in my life

i am like an empty house all visit but can not live in

i wish ,someone come and renew me and take care of me

summer land

new unbelievable tv-show on mbc4

it suber , i can not stop thinking about what will happened next

i loved it so much

it is time 4 am at mbc (cairo)time

talking to my friend about her

mido: hi

mando_show88: malk ya 7oby

mando_show88: eeh elka2aba d

mido: broke up

mando_show88: et2alabt

mido: ya

mido: of course

mando_show88: allah 3alik ya 7oby w enta bt2olha bseka wwdo7

mando_show88: 3ady ya7oby kolna laha

mando_show88: elmohem se7etk

mido: ya it is good

mando_show88: yabny wallahy nafad

mido: i can not

mando_show88: mando_show88: 6ab eeh elsabab

mido: nothing ( she tell me that i can not feel her )

mando_show88: enta msh 2ader t7esha???

mido: not like that

mido: but we do not talk much

mido: as you know money problem in sammer

mido: u want to do alot of things

mido: i can not be like we were at study days

mido: but she did not get that

mido: and i can not tell her that

mido: but i do my best

mando_show88: ok bas hia kaman ya m7md malhash zanb enk tb3ed 3anha aw ta7sesha bda

mido: i know

mido: but i do not know

mido: ok it is all over now

mando_show88: 7awel trga3ha yabny madam mo7trma w bt7bkmido: she did not want coz she did not want to hurt again

mido: will i getover that

mando_show88: 7awel yabny t7asesha enk lesa bay 3aliha w bt7bhamido: i tried more but she mando_show88: ba2y*

mido: i love her so much , i can not life without her but all over

mido: and she trate me like bagger

mando_show88: and what about her sister

mido: i can not talk to her

mando_show88: mido: i am sorry too

mando_show88: wallahy law knt a3rfha knt edert ad5al

mido: i know

mido: thanks for all things

mando_show88: 3ala a yabny

mido: thanks

mido: what about you

mando_show88: no love no more pain

mido: so me too

mando_show88: um gonna smile like nothings wrong,talk like everything perfect,act like its just

mando_show88: i try 2 laugh about it,cover it all up with lies.i try to laugh about it,hidding the tears in my ayes dream,pretend he`s not hurting me

broke up

that is the last ward , i did not want to hear from any girl espacially my last girl friend

But that what happened , i still did not know why ? that

i believed in her , fight to make that relation go on and face all people who refused her from the frist but it was in van

"the problem began when she said "you can not feel me

but how ? how can i feel and she didnot talk much about any thing

i know we talk about alot things before the problem but shewas angry from my question coz you feel guilty in every time

you are right , but how can i be her lover if i ignore hermistakes

i trate you like that coz i care about her

i want her to be good girl

when you are gone

I always needed time on my ownI never thought I'd need you there when I cryAnd the days feel like years when I'm aloneAnd the bed where you lie is made up on your sideWhen you walk away I count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right nowWhen you're goneThe pieces of my heart are missing youWhen you're goneThe face I came to know is missing tooWhen you're goneThe words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okI miss youI've never felt this way beforeEverything that I do reminds me of youAnd the clothes you left, they lie on the floorAnd they smell just like you, I love the things that you doWhen you walk away I count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right nowWe were made for each otherOut here foreverI know we were, yeahAll I ever wanted was for you to knowEverything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soulI can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah